I was not there to see Christ heal the blind, the deaf, the sick, or the lame. I did not see him raise the dead. But I didn’t need to. I know He did these things because I have experienced the healing power of the Atonement for myself—healing from sin, sorrow, loneliness, heartbreak, weakness, and sickness. Experiences throughout my life have witnessed to me that there is in reality a Savior and Redeemer.
I have not seen angels, but I know they attend each one of us and help us in times of need. They are there even in times of joy. I have prayed for angels to be round about me, and many have come in the form of mortal beings. He has placed people in my path who didn’t even know me but who have given me counsel or comfort that was greatly needed. I have also been the recipient of phone calls or visits from friends or family at the very moment I needed them. And those individuals would only be able to do that if they were being an instrument in the Lord’s hands.
I have seen this take place in others’ lives as well. One co-worker who works in the kitchen felt prompted to buy flowers for another co-worker who works in the front office. These women, I would say, only know each other on a superficial basis. Sure enough, the recipient had been going through a trial, and that act of kindness gave her comfort.
Although rare, there have been times when I have felt lonely—even when surrounded by friends and family. When I turned to the Lord, the loneliness disappeared, sometimes slowly and sometimes in an instant.
The Savior has helped me to accomplish what I could not do on my own. He has given me knowledge and understanding. He has made it possible for me to accomplish all that I need to when it seems time is working against me. He has helped me find joy as I forget myself in the service of others. The weight of my burdens or the weight of helping another bear their burdens has become lifted or lightened as I have turned to the Savior. Christ has given me a change of heart to love others more fully, to understand others better, and to know how to help them as I have prayed for these things.
Music is powerful and can invite the Spirit. Hymns and other music with powerful messages stir up emotion. It can be heavenly and has testified to me countless times of God’s divinity.
The beauty of this world astounds me. As I look at the gorgeous mountains, the blossoming trees, the lightning storms, the starry skies, and the colorful sunsets, no one can convince me that this world came together by coincidence. This world was organized by a God who loves us. We are blessed to be able to enjoy these creations.
Death is inevitable. It is beautiful. It is a heavenly experience. President Gordon B. Hinckley said, “Life is sacred, and death is somber. Life is buoyant and hopeful. Death is solemn and dark. It is awesome in its silence and certainty” (“The Empty Tomb Bore Testimony,” May 1988). Recently having a grandmother preparing to leave this world, I know the veil is thin and heaven seems so near in a person’s final hours. Death stirs in people a desire to know, or a reminder of, what the purpose of life is and whether there is life after death. Having heard the experiences of others watching a loved one pass away, I cannot doubt that there is a plan for each of God’s children. The ultimate purpose of life is to live worthy to return to live with God. “And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent” (John 17:3). Of this I am certain. And it is made possible through the redemptive power of Christ.
I know for myself that God lives because I have prayed and I have read the words of God in His scriptures. I read stories from the Savior’s life and I am awed and inspired by His tender mercy. I know He lives because of the many experiences throughout my life. I learn who I am, who I want to become, and how I can become that person.